cutie...

Leticia....

cutie...

Leticia....

OUCH!!!!

this has got to be the most painful moment ever captured.
seriously, i cannot begin to describe how this must have felt like!!!!!!

if you can show me something more painful than this...lemme know!! hehehe...

I've been gone quite a while now na?

Well, where do I start? Got back to SL after an amazing time in the Philippines, thanks to my cousins. Miss you guys! Life is going on as usual, apart from a few changes...... like quiting my job at The Beach and deciding to stay here in Sri lanka instead of going to Australia.

Anyways, I've shifted to a new house in Negombo, Kurana to be exact. Its By the Negombo lagoon and has a pool =D.


I've been stuck in my mums office......indefinitely. She fractured her foot and i have to help her move around in the factory, so im on the net like for 10 hours. Theres nothing else to do but check my mail every 10 minutes hehe. How jobless I've become.


I really miss my friends! Kanya, Shaneen, Nikki! If you're reading this "I MISS YOU GUYS!!!!"


I'll be going to ACBT from march. Travelling is going to be a bitch.


Wow....i really dont know what else to say. My brain is not functioning as well as it used to.


Forgive the half-assed attemp at a post.

closing cycles.....

Browsing the interweb couple of days ago, I stumbled upon a very straightforward and enlightening piece of writing by Paulo Coelho. It woke me up to my situation and though Im still not ready to make that final step, its help me understand more.

closing cycles - Paulo Coelho

One always has to know when a stage comes to an end. If we insist on staying longer than the necessary time, we lose the happiness and the meaning of the other stages we have to go through. Closing cycles, shutting doors, ending chapters - whatever name we give it, what matters is to leave in the past the moments of life that have finished.

Did you lose your job? Has a loving relationship come to an end? Did you leave your parentsÂ’ house? Gone to live abroad? Has a long-lasting friendship ended all of a sudden? You can spend a long time wondering why this has happened. You can tell yourself you wonÂ’t take another step until you find out why certain things that were so important and so solid in your life have turned into dust, just like that. But such an attitude will be awfully stressing for everyone involved: your parents, your husband or wife, your friends, your children, your sister, everyone will be finishing chapters, turning over new leaves, getting on with life, and they will all feel bad seeing you at a
standstill.

None of us can be in the present and the past at the same time, not even when we try to understand the things that happen to us. What has passed will not return: we cannot forever be children, late adolescents, sons that feel guilt or rancor towards our parents, lovers who day and night relive an affair with someone who has gone away and has not the least intention of coming back. Things pass, and the best we can do is to let them really go away.

That is why it is so important (however painful it may be!) to destroy souvenirs, move, give lots of things away to orphanages, sell or donate the
books you have at home. Everything in this visible world is a manifestation of the invisible world, of what is going on in our hearts - and getting rid of
certain memories also means making some room for other memories to take their place. Let things go. Release them. Detach yourself from them. Nobody plays this life with marked cards, so sometimes we win and sometimes we lose. Do not expect anything in return, do not expect your efforts to be appreciated, your genius to be discovered, your love to be understood. Stop
turning on your emotional television to watch the same program over and over again, the one that shows how much you suffered from a certain loss: that is only poisoning you, nothing else.

Nothing is more dangerous than not accepting love relationships that are broken off, work that is promised but there is no starting date, decisions
that are always put off waiting for the “ideal moment.” Before a new chapter is begun, the old one has to be finished: tell yourself that what has
passed will never come back. Remember that there was a time when you could live without that thing or that person - nothing is irreplaceable, a habit is not a need. This may sound so obvious, it may even be difficult, but it is very important.

Closing cycles. Not because of pride, incapacity or arrogance, but simply because that no longer fits your life. Shut the door, change the record, clean the house, shake off the dust. Stop being who you were, and change into who you are.

A hypothetical situation.....help.

Ok say your a 19 year old guy and you've been dating a girl aged 29. Now after secretly dating her for say 7 months her parents decide that it's high time that she should get married. There are a number of reasons why we cant just come out to her parents and say "Hey we love each". Firstly our age gap......then our nationalities.....the list goes on. Any way to make a long story short and still hypothetically speaking she is planning to get hitched in a couple of weeks. What are you going to do? You really love this girl with all your heart and you have that crazy feeling that she is the "one". What are your options? please feel free to comment. And once again....this is a this is a hypothetical situation!

Im employed...

Got the job. Though i have to wait for my passport to get re-newed to actually start working. M.I.A. is back! and she's got a new song which she is going to put up on her myspace called "bird flu" This is what she had to say about her new song on her my space blog. Check her out here.

GOT MY VANS ON, AND THEY LOOK LIKE SNEAKERS

OK OK OK IM ABOUT TO KICK THE DOORRR DOWN

WITH MY VANS ON

IM ABOUT TO PUT A SONG UP HERE CALLED "BIRD FLU"!!! h o t H O T baby bird flew into your building

AND THE PHOTOS ON MY PAGE ARE FROM THE VIDEO I DID OUT THERE IN A FISHING VILLAGE IN SOUTH COAST OF INDIA. THE VILLAGE WAS HIT BY A TSUNAMI, BUT THEY STILL WERE IN GOOD SHAPE!! WE PARCTICALLY MOVED THERE AND HAD THE CRAZIEST TIME GOING OUT FISHING EVERYDAY.

AND I ALWAYZ USED TO SAY THAT ONE DAY IM GONNA RUN AWAY AND MARRY A FISHERMAN AND LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER AND I THOUGHT DAMN I WAS CLOSE TO SEEING THE REALITY OF MY FOREVER PLAN B.

WE DISCOVERED AN AMAZING BOY WHO CAN OUT DANCE ANYTHING I VE ever SEEN. HE INVENTED ME THE BIRD FLU DANCE.

I CALLED THIS BIRD FLU BECAUSE THIS BEAT GON KILL EVERYONE!!

i love you all its GOOD TO BE BACK!!

WHAT THE GAME BEEN REALLY REALLY MISSIN

the job interview....

Since Im leaving for Australia in March I decided to get my lazy ass off the couch and go job hunting. And since im taking up Hospitality management I was planning on working as in intern at a respectable hotel. Coincedently one of my friends' friends' father is the CEO at Jetwing and he got me an interview with the general manager of The Beach in Negombo. I was scheduled to meet her today but she was too busy and rescheduled for 2moro at 10:30. So hopefully If all goes well by next week i'll be at The Beach ordering people around and getting paid. Wish me luck.